Shut up shut up shut up!!

Okay, well, I wrote this. Kind of embarrassing, I've never posted any poetry before because it makes me feel faggy, but I don't have anything else to post so haha heeeeeere I go:


I'm trying to whisper but I'm starting to shout,
I'm trying to scream but no words will come out,
Throwing things never seems to help...
All of a sudden I've fallen down.

No ones here to save me from myself,
And the numb feeling in my knuckles really doesn't help.
Why does everything I touch turn to dust?
The stories not even over and I'm already crushed.

It's a constant war between me, you, and trust,
And nothing I do is ever good enough.
I bend over backwards just to try and make things better,
But all that that does is make my eyes wetter...

I might as well rip my heart in two,
Because one of these days it'll just be done by you.
If only you knew just how easy it is for me to fall in love,
But I try to hold it back because there's nothing worse then things breaking apart;
Like relationships, love, and mostly.. my heart.