I guess it kind of is, in a weird sort of way. I can only describe it as my mind keeping the rest of me from continuing how I've been acting lately.
Lately = the last four years.
Interestingly enough,it's working. Well sort of. Slowly but surely, hopefully I'll stop being such a wimp, grow some balls, lighten up a bit, and THEN grab this bull by it's motherfucking horns...! I can't wait 'til that say. Hopefully it's soon to come.
By the way, no, I don't really expect you to know what I'm talking about. Haha.
Anyways, as for now, job hunting! I'm going to different (not-so-glamorous, and I wish I could say I didn't care, :P) places after school to apply for work, wish me luck bitches. I'm going to need it. And to think, two years ago I though all it took to get a job was to be 16. HA! In my dreams..
Anyways, English class is waiting. Fingers crossed for job!
