Sn000www

Ahhhh first snow. It's actually nice, because it was really warm today...I had fun :D. You would too if you woke up and looked out my window and saw this:



Ookaayyy fine it didn't look exactly like that, but my camera had no battery so I improvised. (I love you google.)

Well that's all I have to say about that, besides me posting all the pictures that we took at Amy's last weekend, they are so epic I can't wait. I'll also write about what we did, blah blah blah... well until then. :)

Ugh.

Got lost in a mall, Missed my bus twice, Walked for an hour for no reason, Lied to cover my own ass, Found out I was being lied to, Stayed home while my friends were out having a good time, and my face is bleeding. Happy fucking Sunday everyone. :(

Pictures, yay.

I woke up one morning and decided that I felt fresh and wanted to take some pictures. Ever happened to you? Haha didn't think so. Look:

































:)

"Let's put on red lipstick and take bi photos!"

Well, remember those pictures of me Nathalie and Fio that I never uploaded, yeaaahhh I finally got around to uploading them. Caution: WE LOOK HORRIBLE YOUR EYES MAY BURN OUT OF THEIR SOCKETS

Enjoy ;)

BOO

Well...... Halloweens coming up.. And, there's still no pictures, I know. It's this stupid internet thing.

I hope it dies in a hole, if that's possible.

Birthday

I'm fuckin 15 years ooolllldd........!!
Yay. I feel the same. Heheh.

I didn't have a party yesterday on my actual birthday but I think I'm gonna have one next weekend.

Hopefully.

A ton of things that I wanted to happen haven't been happening lately (photoshoot, sleepovers, parties, drunken orgys ect.) so I think it might take a lot of effort to make this one actually happen. I don't have any pictures of anything yet because there on my desktop which doesn't have internet right now, but when it gets fixed I'll post everything that I haven't in the last few weeks. Yeeeeaahhh. Anyways, I'm off. Happy thanksgiving everybody I hope you all get fattttt

:)

Shut up shut up shut up!!

Okay, well, I wrote this. Kind of embarrassing, I've never posted any poetry before because it makes me feel faggy, but I don't have anything else to post so haha heeeeeere I go:


I'm trying to whisper but I'm starting to shout,
I'm trying to scream but no words will come out,
Throwing things never seems to help...
All of a sudden I've fallen down.

No ones here to save me from myself,
And the numb feeling in my knuckles really doesn't help.
Why does everything I touch turn to dust?
The stories not even over and I'm already crushed.

It's a constant war between me, you, and trust,
And nothing I do is ever good enough.
I bend over backwards just to try and make things better,
But all that that does is make my eyes wetter...

I might as well rip my heart in two,
Because one of these days it'll just be done by you.
If only you knew just how easy it is for me to fall in love,
But I try to hold it back because there's nothing worse then things breaking apart;
Like relationships, love, and mostly.. my heart.

Come back....

Well. Summers officially over. Yeeeaaahhh okaaayyy I know what your thinking, some gay thoughts about how summer was already officially over on the 8th of september, blah blah blah, but no. Noooo. Well okay, maybe.. but I go through withdrawals OKAY! Yeha, and it sucks. But oh well.

So I guess I should talk about what I've been doing all summer, since I haven't really been writing about it. Come to think about it, I was grounded most of the summer, (don't ask), and basically all I did was hang out at the pool... well, I got a nice tan at least :D. But as for school, total time-eater... notice I said time EATER, not waster. Because technically it's not WASTING my time but it takes soo long just to stufy for a quiz. That I ended up getting a 66% on. But shh. So anyways I might be going to public school this year. Well most likely anyways. I hope so.. I'm excited.. :D.


So... besides that.. nothing else is really new. I know, exciting right? lol. Well now that I think about it I might go to Amy's next week and we'll do a modelling photoshoot.. in which case I'll be posting the outcome pics a.s.a.p.
So until then, goodnight to all the losers that actually read this! I love you :)

Laura's 15!

Weellll, as much as I'd hate to admit that she's older then me, Laura hollingsworth--I mean, young-- just turned 15 today. I've never felt so young in my entire life, well maybe a few other times, actually....now that I think about it.. but still. There isn't gonna be anything happening for her today, but tomorrow I'm going to her house for a parteeeyy...! Well, if a bbq with family can pass as a party. I wouldn't really think so, but anyways we'll be going out to the movies and such and I'll be sure to post lots of pictures of it. So here's to years of fun, getting into shit, laughing at people, and so far and so on. Waay on.

Just because.

Mariiiiiinnnnnnnneeeland

So I guess it's my duty to write about going to Marineland. hahaha, "duty". Anyways, it was pretty ok... well except for the fact that everytime I went on a ride i thought about Laura and how much it sucked that she didn't go. :(
Siiiiigghh I had an alright time all in all though, laura enarson went (YAHH!) so I hung out with her all dya, and also this gabe fellow which I met that day too. I will now stop talking and post pictures.

flags?


I went on this thing!!


we're perfectly sane, I swear!



shoe shot. I'm the one in the cool-looking ones :P



gabe, jonny and laura...:


whaalleeee!


some more whales haha


this was on the way to the roller coaster, apparently they want you to watch out for robin hood and his band of merry men



laura, after all these years you STILL amaze me.


soo I didn't take that many good pictures, but there you go. marineland. :)

Happy Birthday, I guess....

Ahehehehehee. Hannah's birthday was on the 11th, but she wasn't even home to celebrate it with us. tsk. Angelica made a big chocolate/vanilla/?? cake for her, but to her--I mean EVERYONES-- dismay she dropped it and it landed on the floor. But no it really did suck because as it turns out that cake was suuupperrr suupperr good. But it's ok because mom, ed and hannah picked up a ready-made one when they came back from....wherever they were.
I managed to take some pretty good pictures:









:)

Hi guys...

Well hey. I haven't posted in a really looong time... sigh. I guess I've been too cool for school lately. hahaha JUST KIDDING, I hope. well. anyways. I'm at lack of words, so here's a random picture for you to look at:


Okay, well. not much has been happening, (obviously, or else I would have posted about it), but I might as well give the general idea of what I've been doing the past....oh I dunno...month? Mmkay, well the pool opened June 27th, so I've been swimming for a few hours every day. I knocked a piece of my tooth out a few days ago, and FINALLY got it fixed day before yesterday morning. lol, talk about a delayed reaction.. :P I put a before pic up ip on facebook, but no after pic because well I'm not exactly in favor of how it looks now. :D

Otay. what else.. Oh yah. I'm going to Montreal for a few days to see my big brother and sisters, so I'll post some pics and stuff when I get back. I'm leaving tomorrow morning. Also, I'm dyeing my hair tonight. yaaaaahh! I'll take some vain pictures mabeh.

Annyyywayys just trying to keep up with mah blog, but I have lunch to eat and places to go so, until next time.... :)

good'en-est blog in the whole fucking world

http://weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee-dah.blogspot.com

I don't really know how many "e's" are actually in it... i just might count someday!

(oh, btw that's Laura's blog :D:D)

see? I can be deep..

Friendships;
They’re rare, hold on to them, blah blah blaah.
Or, at least that’s what I used to think. Recently I had a fight with this best friend of mine, and it generally sucked. It was about this guy who I didn’t like all that much anyway, and well it almost ruined our whole fucking friendship. Bad, bad BAD mistake. One I don’t think I’ll ever make again. Or at least I’ll try not to, you know… anything can happen under the influence of mary-joo-anna(yes, I fully know how to spell that, I wrote it the way I pronounce it at times.)….
But that’s not the point! What I’m saying—or rather trying to say—is that no guy, incident, phone call, gossip or whatever should mess a good friendship up between two people. Whether it’s a guy and a girl, two guys, two girls or whatever, you should really value the fact that you’re friends. F.R.I.E.N.D.S. And don’t let anything fuck up your bond. Never (ever EVER) seize to think before you do things. Ever. It seriously almost screwed things up for good this time, and it was too close of a call for comfort. Jeez, I was so confused I couldn’t tell what I was feeling… Anger? Yes, that’s a definite. Sadness or depression? Nah, depressions too strong of a word. Guilt? Yes, and lots of it. Revulsion? Only at myself. But, once again, I’ve trailed off and all I want to say is VALUE YOUR FRIENDSHIP.