Shut up shut up shut up!!

Okay, well, I wrote this. Kind of embarrassing, I've never posted any poetry before because it makes me feel faggy, but I don't have anything else to post so haha heeeeeere I go:


I'm trying to whisper but I'm starting to shout,
I'm trying to scream but no words will come out,
Throwing things never seems to help...
All of a sudden I've fallen down.

No ones here to save me from myself,
And the numb feeling in my knuckles really doesn't help.
Why does everything I touch turn to dust?
The stories not even over and I'm already crushed.

It's a constant war between me, you, and trust,
And nothing I do is ever good enough.
I bend over backwards just to try and make things better,
But all that that does is make my eyes wetter...

I might as well rip my heart in two,
Because one of these days it'll just be done by you.
If only you knew just how easy it is for me to fall in love,
But I try to hold it back because there's nothing worse then things breaking apart;
Like relationships, love, and mostly.. my heart.

Come back....

Well. Summers officially over. Yeeeaaahhh okaaayyy I know what your thinking, some gay thoughts about how summer was already officially over on the 8th of september, blah blah blah, but no. Noooo. Well okay, maybe.. but I go through withdrawals OKAY! Yeha, and it sucks. But oh well.

So I guess I should talk about what I've been doing all summer, since I haven't really been writing about it. Come to think about it, I was grounded most of the summer, (don't ask), and basically all I did was hang out at the pool... well, I got a nice tan at least :D. But as for school, total time-eater... notice I said time EATER, not waster. Because technically it's not WASTING my time but it takes soo long just to stufy for a quiz. That I ended up getting a 66% on. But shh. So anyways I might be going to public school this year. Well most likely anyways. I hope so.. I'm excited.. :D.


So... besides that.. nothing else is really new. I know, exciting right? lol. Well now that I think about it I might go to Amy's next week and we'll do a modelling photoshoot.. in which case I'll be posting the outcome pics a.s.a.p.
So until then, goodnight to all the losers that actually read this! I love you :)